Friday, December 30, 2011

My Journey

A piano.
A piano and a field.
A piano, a field, and the big open sky.
A piano, a field, the big open sky, and a girl.
A piano, a field, the big open sky, a girl, and sheet music.
A piano, a field, the big open sky, a girl, sheet music, and
Silence.

    Jacqueline is a lawyer for a small company in Florida. She is sent on a business trip to handle case in Wyoming for one of the manager's sons. He was accused of murder.  Jacqueline isn't a fan of traveling so far for so long, but she agrees to go after consulting her friend. She goes to Wyoming, meets the guy, and starts to get to know him. He tells her he is innocent, and she believes him.
   The family of the victim is sueing him, and she is able to win the case. Meanwhile, he shows her the sights and takes her to restaurants and such and she starts to fall in love with  him. However, she visits the scene of the crime and finds evidence linking him to the crime because of what she had been learning about him over the past few days.
   The day before the federal case, he takes her out into the middle of nowhere, where there are just fields and fields and open sky, and a piano. He tells her about the piano, how his dad took it out into the middle of nowhere to play a song for his mom when they were dating. She is torn, but finally confronts him about the evidence, and he drives off without her, leaving her stranded in the dust. She pulls out the number of the taxi from her coin purse he thought she left at the hotel, and calls it.
   The day of the trial arrives, and he had already hired a new lawyer to finish the case. To his surprise, she walks in, proves him guilty, and returns home.

Monday, December 19, 2011

Gandhi

When will we own ourselves completely?
Some say when we stop judging others and being judged.

I was one of them.

But then a wise friend told me that 
"Judging doesn't make you a uniquely horrible person; it matters instead if you act on your judgments."

So. I judge people.
                                                                                                              
I pay attention to their actions and expressions.
I see their good intentions.
I admire their determination.


I never get tired of seeing the intricacies of human life,
Of feeling the weight of their soul in my hands, admiring their sparkling hopes and their powerful wings laced with veins of emotion.
To see the expanse of their potential
Is exhilarating to me,
To understand that this beautiful soul is owned by itself and nothing else.


I admire their uniqueness.
I keep forgetting faults are a bad thing.
It shows growth,
It shows humanity,
It shows a need for love and something better.
I respect their faults.
I get lost in the beauty of other people so often that
I keep forgetting to own myself.

I think we will own ourselves completely when we understand
This beautiful thing called humanity,
When we aren’t afraid to judge without acting on our judgments,
When we aren’t afraid to hold those fluttering crystalline souls in our hands
And see the light in each other’s eyes.
And though you may judge me for it,
Tonight is not the last time I’ll see the light.

Monday, December 12, 2011

Look up

This is for those who can't sing.
This is for those with writer's block.
This is for you.
Look up.

This is for the kids who collect change from underneath vending machines. 
This is for the science teachers who can't retire, for those who need an answer but know it anyway.
Look up.

This is for the perfectionists. This is for the medical students who never see their families and stare at the pale faces of the dead. This is for the doctor's daughters who grow up without a daddy so nobody else will ever have to see that face. 

This is for the fire fighters who can't breathe.
Look up.

This is for the old ladies who live shut up in their dusty houses, with stories to tell but no one to listen.
This is for the insomniacs sitting alone at night. This is for the forgotten. This is for you.
Look up.

Look up from your sheet music and breathe deeper. Look up from your sneakers and into the gaze of your peers. Take your tired eyes from the computer screen and up to the pieces of inspiration tacked to your wall. 
This is for the music listeners, the microwave fixers, the girls who wear too much lip gloss.
Look up.